It'll come to me

I can't find my smile, Internet.

It disappeared a few months ago, when I said goodbye to my dog friend, and I haven't been able to locate it since. Sure, there are fleeting moments when I think I see it off in the distance somewhere, but I just can't quite manage to catch it.

I've been thinking about it a lot lately... How to get my smile back. What is it that makes me happy? What do I love doing? What do I love in general? And who do I love?

I realized that I don't know the answer to any of these questions. I can't remember the last time that I did.

I need to find my smile, and I will, but first I think I am going to have to spend a little bit more time finding me.