It occurred to me that I miss him desperately as a friend. And yet, it would seem, not enough to actually pick up the phone and call him.
I have not seen him in three or four years. Actually, that is not true. I saw him walking down the street sometime last year and sent him a text message telling him so. "I saw you walking down the street just now! Don't worry, I pulled over to text," it read.
I wonder if we have anything in common any more. There was a period of my life when so much of my time was spent with him that one would have thought we were co-dependent. Joined at the hip, if you will. Although, I am sure that others thought it was actually different body parts that we were joined at.
The problem was that I went away to school and changed while he stayed the same. For a while at least. He is now becoming the person that he always wanted to be. Or at least I think he is. I hope he is.
I am proud of him, and I hope that he is proud of himself.
I have not seen him in three or four years. Actually, that is not true. I saw him walking down the street sometime last year and sent him a text message telling him so. "I saw you walking down the street just now! Don't worry, I pulled over to text," it read.
I wonder if we have anything in common any more. There was a period of my life when so much of my time was spent with him that one would have thought we were co-dependent. Joined at the hip, if you will. Although, I am sure that others thought it was actually different body parts that we were joined at.
The problem was that I went away to school and changed while he stayed the same. For a while at least. He is now becoming the person that he always wanted to be. Or at least I think he is. I hope he is.
I am proud of him, and I hope that he is proud of himself.
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I understand<3
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